My heart is dropping into my stomach right now . Im putting a strain on my own relationship I’ve waited forever for .
I told him . I’m so glad I did I was so scared but I did it & He’s happy, I’m happy . WE are happy (:
When he tells me he’s lucky to have me (: I feel so loved .
That I’m fucking in love with him.. Sometimes. Some of the things he says really hurts my feelings & puts me down.